Sunday, December 3, 2006

grabe. ang adik ko.

ang adik ko sa yellowcard pati sa the click five.!
hahaha.. wala lang. gusto ko lang sabihin yun.
uhmmm...

astig yung ocean avenue. ng yellowcard. the best yan eh.! pti rin yung onLy one nila.
tapos yung just the girl ng the click five.. hehehe.. tska yung catch your wave nila.

the best talaga sila. dami pa nila songs.

i love punk rock. \m/

-kitty:)

ocean avenue.

it's been a very long time, one year na.
and everything changed in my life.
nakaron na ako ng ibang view sa buhay ko.
sa dami dami ng experiences na pinagdaanan natin,
i was scared those will repeat again.
kaya i kept myself from those things.
pero what now.?
you're here again.
the same time you were before.
what will i do?
there were days when i can't sleep thinking of you.
i'm deciding again.
whether to believe, to fall.. wahh!!
hirap. lalo na, di ko pa matrust ung nagssbi sakin.
pero parang kapanipaniwala naman siya. nakikita ko naman sayo.
pero ang hirap kasi. pano kung mali pala tong' iniisip ko?
i've moved on already. i've been trying to avoid whatever happened before.
i tried to forget you. and your memories.
i did. pero, bumalik na naman.
bumuhol na isip ko. for such a little time, kahit ayaw ko, gusto ng puso ko na mag decide.
pero ayaw ko ma repeat yung mga napagdaanan natin na napaka harsh. kaya ayaw ko.
plus, di clear yung feeling. diba?! sinabi ko yan dun sa taong nagsabi skin tungkol d2..
kaso di ko talaga yun ma trust! wahhhhhh!!!
my life was so happy na eh..
actually.. nde eh.. pero ok lang. i'm happy with it.
kaya i don't know if this that i'm feeling is just "namimiss kita", "namimiss ko mga happenings between us", "i want you to do those again", o dahil "i'm falling again", or worse.. "mahal na uli kita"... ayoko na ng ganyan. i felt so uncomfortable noon.
pero at the same time, i felt grounded. i felt happy. kahit di man "safe"... i was smiling. kahit wala masyadong spark.. i kept on looking for you. i kept on looking.. naks.

i miss everything.
tapos yung music.. isa pang factor para maalala ko lahat lahat.
i was stupid. i thought masama ung minahal kita. pero.. somehow.. what was so stupid about it was that i never realized that everything's just under me. just never saw it.
tapos ngayong wala na.. i kept on looking for it.

naaalala ko pa nga yung times na.. we're so mad at the world coz they won't let us be happy. hehe. i missed that.

pero ayoko nang mag widen toh.. kasi masasaktan lang uli kita. pati sarili ko.
so it's better this way.
just remembering. :)

hehe..
eto.. syado na kc mahaba eh..
eto na yung bagong song ko for you.

OCEAN AVENUE.
-yellowcard

There's a place off Ocean Avenue,
Where I used to sit and talk with you,
We were both 16 and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street,
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet,
We were both 18, and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.

IF I COULD FIND YOU NOW
THIGNS WOULD GET BETTER
WE CAN LEAVE THIS TOWN AND RUN FOREVER
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away, yeah.

There's a piece of you that's here with me,
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by,
I can make believe that you're here tonight,
That you're here tonight.

If I could find you now,
Things would get better.
WE COULD LEAVE THIS TOWN AND RUN FOREVER
I know somewhere, somehow, we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me,
And take me away, yeah.

I REMEMBER THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES
WHEN I TOLD YOU THAT THIS WAS GOODBYE
You were begging me not tonight,
Not here,
Not now.
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
We'll be together for one more night,
Somewhere, somehow.

If I could find you now,
Things would get better.
WE COULD LEAVE THIS TOWN AND RUN FOREVER
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together.
Let your waves crash down on me,
And take me away, yeah



bsta.. ayan yun.
something new naman. hehe
-thanks for being there for me. and for all the memories.
my knight..

Thursday, November 30, 2006

something's breaking up.. feel like giving up..

alam mo bang pag nakikita kita.. kinakausap ko sarili ko..
sinasabi ko..
"mapapansin mo pa kaya ako?"
haaii nku.. drama..
pero totoo naman eh..
hmm cnu ka kaya?
gn2 na lang..
sbhn na lang ntn na "i'm looking from the other side"
hehe.. :D

oNLy oNe- yeLLowcard
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

aian.. tugmang tugma noh.?
.i need to stop dreaming that when i'd fall.. you'd fall too:(
kitty loves u colossus.. promise.
-kitty:)

smile pa rin

wahoo.. high na high ako ah.!! haha..
naka.. *-*
hahaha!!
aun..
hehe..
"hanggang ang kasama ko'y ikaw may LIWANAG.. "
haha!!
uhhmm.. sa sbrang pagka- high ko.. wala na akong masabi..
miss ko na yung dati kong blog..
gs2 nio bisitahin?
www.badtzmarujanzy.blogspot.com
hehe.. haaiii naku..
cge next time na uli.. :)

people always leave

aun..
PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE..
totoo nman dba.?!
mnsan.. u get left behind.
'they got what they wanted from me, then they started leaving'
it's hard to find people that will stay with you.
sometimes to find them, u need to trust.. and trusting is taking the risk of breaking your heart.
kaya it's just like going one way or another.
hmmm..